I've been thinking that it is time to make things right with God. It has been a while since I've connected with Him and I am feeling a bit lost. I've begun to pray and I even pulled out my Bible which I've been carrying around with me since high school. However, I'm still having difficulty opening myself to Him. I feel as awkward as I did on my first day at a new school. I don't know exactly how to go about this new path or what to say to Him or how to act. So, I bought my very first devotional book today and I am really stoked about reading "Delight Yourself in the Lord...Even on Bad Hair Days" by Sandra Bricker, Kristin Billerbeck, Diann Hunt, Debby Mayne and Trish Perry.
While I was standing in the Christian Inspirational section at Barnes & Noble (for the very first time in my life), I was amazed at the amount of faith-based books that are available. I didn't even know where to start looking but this book caught my eye and it seems like the devotional that is meant for me at this time in my life. As a bonus, a portion of the proceeds are donated to the Ovarian Cancer Research Fund. I like that this book has realistic and humorous devotions, quotes from scripture and daily prayers. I think that it is the tool I need to help me find my voice with God.
One of the very first devotions that I flipped to is based on Isaiah 40:31 - But those who hope in the Lord will renew their strength. They will soar on wings like eagles; they will run and not grow weary; they will walk and not be faint. I don't really know what to say about this. I guess that God really does hear us when we think no one is listening.